Just Friends

You knew me before you knew me 

But I can't say that I didn't play a part in the matter

My lips were saying one thing but my body was saying another

I anticipated each encounter 

And in the back of my mind I knew I was in a dangerous place

Walking where it was slippery

I thought I could handle it...you at first

Then a late night became a great night

With each touch  I became weak 

With each touch what I stood for became faint in my mind

All I could think about was wanting what I wanted...you

I lowered my standard for a moment that would soon be over

Yet in that moment I wanted time to slow down 

What was I thinking

You don't him

He doesn't know you 

Yet now you know each other on a different level

Skipping many levels

Fast forward

Pause

I wasn't thinking 

Too busy on cloud 9

And then the seconds minutes hours days went by

Reality checked in 

Just friends...

But to you...it's not that serious....