Its Just Emotions...

...It's just emotions taking me over

Nope, not another Destiny's Child song

But the real deal

For two years now I have been...on an emotional roller coaster

Nope not another Heather Headley song

But the real deal

Like this isn't me...

I use to have control of my emotions

But after all the heartbreak

Pain

Betrayal

Lies

There was nothing but hurt

Tears

Bitterness

Anger

So many instances where I would...give myself away

Nope, not anther William McDowell song

But the real deal
Literally giving myself away

My time away

My body away

My love away

To those who never showed reciprocity 

Takers

Taking a piece of me

 I look in the mirror and see brokenness 

Longing

Confusion

Frustration 

Trying to put the pieces back together 

But...it's just emotions taking me over...