Suppressed Feelings

Uhmmmm 

Being around you makes me weak

When I'm not around you I think about you

When I think of you I have to stop myself

I don't even know what this is

Like I cant even explain it to myself

So I suppress my feelings

take...it...slow

But yet I want more

Your touch makes me tense and melt at the same time

To feel your touch 

Uhm uhm uhmmmm

I don't even have the words

So I suppress my feelings

Lets...go...deeper

Thats what my mind is eluding to

But I'm trying to keep afloat

Holding on to my emotions 

So not to give you too much...too much more

I want to let go

But instead I suppress my feelings